Sunday, June 10, 2007

The unforgiven

New blood joins this earthAnd quickly he's subduedThrough constant pained disgraceThe young boy learns their rulesWith time the child draws inThis whipping boy done wrongDeprived of all his thoughtsThe young man struggles on and on he's knownA vow unto his ownThat never from this dayHis will they'll take awayWhat I've feltWhat I've knownNever shined through in what I've shownNever beNever seeWon't see what might have beenWhat I've feltWhat I've knownNever shined through in what I've shownNever freeNever meSo I dub thee unforgiventhey dedicate their lives, to ruining all of hisHe tries to please them allThis bitter man he isThroughout his life the sameHe's battled constantlyThis fight he cannot winA tired man they see no longer caresThe old man then preparesTo die regretfullyThat old man here is meWhat I've feltWhat I've knownNever shined through in what I've shownNever beNever seeWon't see what might have beenWhat I've feltWhat I've knownNever shined through in what I've shownNever freeNever meSo I dub thee unforgivenWhat I've feltWhat I've knownNever shined through in what I've shownNever beNever seeWon't see what might have been

Goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyesAnd I know how hard you tryYou deserve to have so much moreI can feel your heart and I sympathizeAnd I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my lifeI don't want to let you downI don't want to lead you onI don't want to hold you backFrom where you might belongYou would never ask me whyMy heart is so disguisedI just can't live a lie anymoreI would rather hurt myselfThan to ever make you cryThere's nothing left to say but good-byeYou deserve the chance at the kind of loveI'm not sure I'm worthy ofLosing you is painful to meYou would never ask me whyMy heart is so disguisedI just can't live a lie anymoreI would rather hurt myselfThan to ever make you cryThere's nothing left to tryThough it's gonna hurt us bothThere's no other way than to say good-bye

Eye Of The Tiger

Back on the street Did my time, took my chances Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet Just a man and his will to survive So many times, it happens too fast You change your passion for glory Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past You must fight just to keep them alive It's the eye of the tiger, it's the cream of the fight Risin' up to the challenge of our rival And the last known survivor stalks his prey in the night And he's watchin' us all in the eye of the tiger Face to face, out in the heat Hangin' tough, stayin' hungry They stack the odds 'til we take to the street For we kill with the skill to survive straight to the top Have the guts, got the glory Went the distance, now I'm not gonna stop Just a man and his will to survive The eye of the tiger…...

One

I can't remember anythingCan't tell if this is true or dreamDeep down inside I feel the screamThis terrible silence stops at meNow that the war is through with meI'm waking up, I cannot seeThat there is not much left of meNothing is real but pain nowHold my breath as I wish for deathOh please, God, wake meBack in the womb it's muchtoo realIn pumps life that I must feelBut can't look forward to revealLook to the time when I'll liveFed through the tube that sticks in meJust like a wartime noveltyTied to machines that make me beCut this life off from meHold my breath as I wish for deathOh please, God, wake meNow the world is gone, I'm just oneOh God, help meHold my breath as I wish for deathOh please, God, help meDarkness imprisoning meAll that I seeAbsolute horrorI cannot liveI cannot dieTrapped in myselfBody my holding cellLandmine has taken my sightTaken my speechTaken my hearingTaken my armsTaken my legsTaken my soulLeft me with life in hell

The show must go on

I've been trapped in the madness, from the shadows of sadness I laugh it away. I've been blind to the passion while the whole world is flashing I stash it away. While I'm singing of Freedom, I'm trying to sell what I never had. Hoping I'll be released from my own kind of hell cause I lost the key to my past. The show must go on. It seems like there's something I'm leaving behind. The show must go on. Cause the dreams that I'm having, I'm having all the time. The show must go on. There will be no confessions, Cause I'd only be guessing just where to begin. There's only one thing I'm knowing this feeling ain't blowing away with the wind. And I'm tired of turning my back on myself throwing truth away. Let the fire burn down the front door to myself and give me a season of play. The show must go on, I just keep pretending to live for the game. The show must go on. I just keep on bending the rules to fit the pain. It's time for collecting what I've been neglecting. It's gonna be a little strange. Cause one day I'll be gone, and I'll be back in time(town?). Nothing's gonna, nothing's gonna be the same. The show must go on, and I just keep pretending to live for your game, The show must go on, I just keep on bending the rules to fit the pain. Put on the face, win every race, I'm just so strong can't you see, and I keep up the pace, I won't leave a trace. of .... still going on, still going on. The show must go on, The show must go on.

Cry for the lost

Something I forgot that I used to know keeps on coming back around. Somewhere in the dark right before the dawn like a light from down the hall. Suddenly some old familiar music songs I know I've never heard before. I gotta play along I can't refuse it I hear the call. We've all been so proud of our blindness no kindness to share I used to cry for the lost until I had to turn away. Then I looked inside, past the fool, and found some deeper words to say to bring us together. We can make it better We can make it right. We hide behind the veil of our own success, while we're following the rules. Our eyes refuse to see past our little hands to the never changing truth. Freedom needs to speak a little louder, justice needs to try her other arm. Some of us could push a little harder to sound the alarm. And I see children marching And I hear the drums again I used to cry for the lost until I had to turn away. Then I looked inside, past the fool, and found some deeper words to say. If we hope and pray, it will come, give it half a chance. Everyone, understand in our hearts and our mind,

Sunday, May 27, 2007

first crush

I guess everybody in the word have their own crush included me. Long time ago when I was at school form three, I like some one her name is Nur Suraya binti Abdul Aziz . She live at beside my village, every time at school I always look at her because she is my classmate. I try so many ways to get her attention. She is nice girl, hardworking and brilliant. One day when comeback from school her motorcycle was broken, at the same time I saw her and I go to near with her. I try to started her motorcycle but failed because the electronic is broken. I accompany her back to home and from that incident our relationship become more good. So many time we are together like study, go to canteen and many more. We are happy together. Our relationship is broken we are go in another school when we are get a good result in PMR. Now when I back my village I feel shy when meet her because her was married and have two little girl.